Listen to "83: dream job - Eurovision orchestra director" on Spreaker.

As a child I longed to be called up as the music director for the United Kingdon song entry to Eurovision. Eurovision no longer has an orchestra and my chance to live the dream is long gone.

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"Time traveling Triangulation" . What were my aspirations as a young person, up against the realizations and experiences I have today, after 30 years of practice. As often happens, with reference to Messiaen as a case study.

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Listen to "82: meditation notes - advice to my younger self on how to listen" on Spreaker.